36 WEEKS PREGNANT

I haven’t updated you on my pregnancy, since week 30. There’s been a lot of things to update you all on. I am getting so big, it’s incredible to see my body changing so much! I got my first stretch marks on my stomach *insert sad face*. There’s about 3 on my stomach, it was bound to happen though! I keep lathering oil & lotion everyday, just to keep my belly moisturized.

I officially packed my hospital bag! AHHHHH! I have the majority of it packed & ready to go, including baby’s blankets, outfits, and bows! I just need the last items thrown in there (toothbrush, toothpaste, hair brush, contact solution & contacts, etc). Packing my bag made things SO REAL. It’s insane that my due date is exactly 4 weeks away! I’m hoping she comes a little earlier though 😉 We are just too excited to meet her, not to mention I’m very uncomfortable!

SYMPTOMS: 

  • Insomnia– Man, this one has been killer. Sleep is  a luxury now! I cannot get comfortable to save my life! I’m usually up past midnight, and waking up every few hours tossing/turning. When people tell you “Oh, get all the sleep you can get before baby comes, because once baby is here… you won’t get any” Can I just vent & say that is a crock of shit?! Now that I’ve experienced pregnancy & am 36 weeks, that statement is a LIE. When you’re pregnant, you’re not sleeping peacefully! I honestly think it’s the body’s way to prepare for whats to come though. END RANT. Haha!
  • Exhaustion– This one is a no brainer! Since I’m not getting a good night’s sleep, I have ZERO energy throughout the day. Sometimes I take naps but I try not to, so when night comes I hope I’ll just knock out. Hah! It’s a horrible cycle these past few weeks!
  • Peeing all night– I’m up every hour or two, peeing. It’s like my first trimester all over again!
  • Increase in aches & pains– Pregnancy is no joke! Eloise’s head is DOWN now, and I’m pretty sure my belly has dropped because I feel a lot of pressure on my bladder! Getting out of bed is hard, tying my shoes is nearly impossible, and putting on my jeans is painful.
  • Braxton Hicks and Cramping– Sometimes I get cramps that feel like period cramps, but they don’t stay around for long periods of time. I was getting braxton hicks contractions a few weeks ago, but I haven’t felt one in awhile.
  • Nesting– I’ve been nesting for weeks! It’s not an everyday thing, but I’ll get these random bursts of energy/feeling the urge to clean and organize. I’ve washed all of her clothes and blankets, I’ve organized her dresser, and I’ve been trying to keep my own room clean! I can’t wait to install her carseat and buy her stroller (the last things I need)!

 

I have the baby’s bassinet set up, her mamaroo ready, and some diapers bought! I think I’m as “ready” as I possibly can be. My twin sister gave birth almost 3 months ago, so she’s been my go-to person to ask for advice and comfort me when I’m feeling overwhelmed or really anxious.

I can’t wait to meet this little peanut. I’m feeling so many emotions these last few weeks of being pregnant! I’m going to do my best to savor these last moments because who knows if and when I’ll ever get pregnant again! I know one day I’ll miss my pregnant belly and her kicks!

CARBON COCO NATURAL TEETH WHITENING: SWEET MINT

Hi everyone! I’m so excited because I get to share a product I’ve been using for a couple weeks now, that I love! If you haven’t read my first review for Carbon Coco- READ IT HERE. I’m so grateful that they were kind enough to send me their new flavor SWEET MINT ACTIVATED CHARCOAL TOOTH POLISH.

After trying the sweet mint flavor, I actually now prefer it over the original, just because I love mint-flavor EVERYTHING! It’s so refreshing and  available for a limited time only, so pick up a few of these while you can (a little goes a long way)! After using the activated charcoal tooth polish, I then brush my teeth with the activated charcoal toothpaste, which is in spearmint flavor– yum!

I’m a huge coffee drinker, and I’ve noticed these products helped make my teeth whiter! My teeth were never horribly yellow to begin with, but they definitely weren’t as white as they are now after using the tooth polish & toothpaste!

 

Also, you may be wondering (since I am pregnant) are these products safe to use while pregnant & breastfeeding? If you take a look at their FAQ PAGE it is safe! These are 100% natural products, and when you’re pregnant your gums are more sensitive– so take care of your mouth! Also, for you animal lovers out there– they do NOT test on animals! That’s something I think is super important, and I’m proud to use their products!

Like I’ve mentioned before on my previous review for Carbon Coco, these do NOT make my teeth sensitive, like other teeth whitening products have before in the past. That’s probably the biggest plus about Carbon Coco! If you’re thinking about giving them a try, go to their WEBSITE. The next items from their website I’d love to try is the CARBON AQUA FLOSSER & their TONGUE CLEANER. These both look amazing! I hope you all give them a try as well!

 

*c/o Carbon Coco, all thoughts and reviews are my own.

 

pumpkin patch with my little pumpkin

Last weekend we took a drive to Half Moon Bay, to visit the pumpkin patch. It was my first time here, and it was such a nice drive! I’m so glad I got to cross this off my Autumn to-do list this year. I definitely wanted some pictures with my big bump so I’m able to look back on for memories! It was a little overcast at first, but the sun eventually came out.

I’m 33 weeks pregnant here! Man, pregnancy is exhausting, and sleep is a joke! I am constantly tossing and turning, it’s so frustrating. But I guess it’s good in a way, since it’ll prepare me for those sleepless nights the first few months.

We went on a hospital tour a few days ago, and it’s just getting more real. In under 6 weeks I’ll be holding sweet E in my arms!

I can’t believe we are at the end of October! HOW?! I hope you all have a wonderful rest of the month & a HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

xo

A SWEET BABY SHOWER FOR OUR GIRL

This past weekend, we drove down to Southern California to have our baby shower with friends and family. It was in this adorable event space in Burbank, and it turned out exactly how I envisioned it! My color theme was gold, blush pink, and peach.

This whole time I’ve only mentioned our baby’s first name to close family and friends, but never announced it on social media! Well I thought posting the baby shower photos would be the perfect opportunity to announce her first name (we are keeping her FULL name secret until I give birth).

Our little girl’s name is… ELOISE. Ellie or Elle for short. I am in love with her name.

My sisters did such a wonderful job helping me set up the event space! I’m so glad we got to shower sweet Eloise with love before her big arrival in a few weeks. I was 31 weeks pregnant at the baby shower, and tomorrow (Thursday) I’m turning 32 weeks! HOLY CRAP! We are like 8 weeks away from her due date.

It’s a waiting game now! My sister had her baby one day before her due date, so I’m dying to know when she will be here! Will she be early, and be born at the end of November? Or will she be born past her due date? I’m so anxious! Regardless, she’ll be here in 1 month and give or take 25 days. I still have to do so much: buy a carseat, wash her little baby clothes, organize her dresser, put together her bassinet, etc. I’m in full-blown nesting mode now.

 

I was also thrilled to see my niece again! I hadn’t seen her since she was one week old, and she’s almost two months old now! It’s always hard to say goodbye, but knowing I’ll see my family in under two months again, makes me super happy! And this time… it’ll be with Eloise! We are all so excited for her arrival.

 

xo

30 weeks pregnant:

HAPPY OCTOBER!

Wow, September flew by! I am officially 26 years old! My birthday was yesterday, and I had a really chill day with family. Dexter surprised me with tickets to see Death Cab for Cutie at the Berkeley Greek Theater & it was AMAZING! I couldn’t have asked for a better birthday surprise! I’m ready to make twenty-six an amazing year, it’s definitely going to be a milestone age (the year I become a mother, what can top that?!)

I am already 30 weeks pregnant, and I turn 31 weeks on Thursday! WOW. It’s so insane, I only have 2 months and 5 days left until my due date… but she can be here as soon as 37 weeks & be considered full term! AHHH!

I’m a lot more uncomfortable now, and I cannot be on my feet for long periods of time anymore. For instance, when I was at the concert we got there at around 4:30-5, we stood and waited until the doors opened at 6 & the concert was done by 10! I was DYING by the end of it. My feet and back hurt so bad, and the day after the concert I felt like a truck had hit me. Ha! It just made me realize that I cannot do stuff like that for the time being.

Some more pregnancy symptoms: I have been experiencing Braxton Hicks, I’m out of breath a lot of the time, and I found my first stretch mark on my stomach! 🙁 I was sad about the stretch mark, but I can’t dwell on it because I already have them on my thighs and such. I’ll keep rubbing oil/lotions on them, and hopefully it won’t be too bad.

My baby shower is on the 6th, I’m excited, but also stressed because I want everyone to enjoy themselves and have a good time. I have my baby shower outfit ready, I’m going to get my hair done at Dry Bar, and I have all my decorations bought for the event space. I’m hoping to get some beautiful pictures from the event, and post them here! Stay tuned… Hope you all have an amazing rest of the week! I need to go pack tomorrow for our road trip down to Southern California on Thursday.

xo

SECOND TRIMESTER FAVORITES:

I can’t believe I’m in my THIRD TRIMESTER! I am now 28 weeks pregnant & I can feel my body changing everyday. The baby is getting bigger, and so is my belly. I’d say my second trimester was awesome, especially having the amount of energy I had! But I noticed as soon as I was creeping closer to my third trimester, my energy levels shifted & lowered! Bummer. Back to being tired again.

Also, I’ve been having MAJOR pubic/pelvic pain. It hurts when I walk, it hurts when I try to change my pants, it hurts when I’m trying to change positions in bed. I know it’s all apart of my body adjusting and making room for baby + the added weight, but this part of pregnancy isn’t so “fun”. Speaking of weight gain, I’m on track! My midwife said I’m not gaining too much, which is awesome! I know I still have about 12 weeks left (give or take), so I’m hoping I stay within the healthy range of weight gain!

I did have my 1 hour glucose test, and I passed that- which was a huge relief! I do not want gestational diabetes, and the thought alone is terrifying!  I did mention that I have anterior placenta, and I couldn’t really feel the baby strongly for the longest time! But once I hit around 24-25 weeks, BAM she started moving a lot! I’m feeling her move every night and morning now. I must say, it’s a pretty incredible feeling! It’s so surreal that MY baby is inside me, moving around. I still can’t fathom that I’m having a child! It’s an awesome feeling, and I’m so grateful I get to experience it. My body continues to surprise and amaze me with this pregnancy!

Now I’m just preparing for our baby to come! I am having my baby shower in early October, and I’m excited to celebrate with close family + friends. I hope to document the baby shower with lots of photos! I’ll make sure to have someone be the camera person, since I already know I’ll be super busy talking to everyone, and enjoying the evening. Anyway, if you’re curious what my second trimester favorites were- keep reading! Keep in mind, my pregnancy is super easy & I feel like I’ve been pretty low maintenance.

 

SECOND TRIMESTER FAVORITES:

1. pregnancy pillow- I HAVE THIS ONE.

2. comfy leggings/loungewear- THESE ONES. I need them in every color!

3. prenatal vitamins & add in some probiotics- MEGAFOOD PRENATALS, RAINBOW LIGHT PRENATALS, AND THESE PROBIOTICS. I have used all of these products & love them!

4. water tumbler- I couldn’t help myself & bought THIS ADORABLE ONE. You need to make sure you’re drinking a lot of water! It’s easier to have some sort of bottle to take with you everywhere.

5. comfy shoes for walking- Currently eyeing THESE or THESE!

6. Ina May’s guide to childbirth- THIS BOOK. I have so much anxiety/fear about giving birth & reading this book has truly helped with those fears! Even if you’re not expecting to give birth “all natural”, it’s still VERY helpful and eye-opening. I highly recommend reading this!

I hope this list does help you, if you’re currently pregnant or thinking about getting pregnant. I’m curious to see how my last trimester goes. I’m terribly nervous and anxious for the arrival of baby girl E. I’m sure these last 12 weeks are going to fly by! Until then, I’m going to soak up these LAST moments of being childless.

 

xo

 

HELLO SEPTEMBER! BIRTHDAY WISH LIST:

Happy September everyone! It’s my birthday month, and my favorite time of year: Autumn begins in a few weeks! The weather has been cooling down, but it is still in the 80’s where I live. I can’t wait to bust out my sweaters, cardigans, leggings and buy some new boots.

My second trimester is also coming to an end, and I’ll begin my third trimester this Thursday (I’ll be 27 weeks!). I am anxious about being in the home stretch of my pregnancy, but I’m ready to meet this life I’ve grown and created with Dexter. I’m scared shitless though, I can’t even lie! Haha! I can already feel a shift in my energy levels- I am starting to feel more tired throughout the day. My baby shower is also coming up in October, so that’s something I’m looking forward to!

So, since it’s my birthday month, I wanted to do a gift wish list. These are some things I have been eyeing & wanting! I’m going to turn 26 years old on the 30th! I can’t believe I’m now going to be closer to 30, than 20! Craziness!

 

 

HATCH BELLY OIL.

BOBBI BROWN NUDE EYESHADOW PALETTE.

 

SUPERGOOP! SETTING SPRAY.

 

ANTHROPOLOGIE CANDLES.

 

KNOTTED WAFFLE TOP.

 

SAM EDELMAN PENNY RIDING BOOTS.

 

A few other things I’d love would be: a prenatal massage, pedicure, tickets to go see Death Cab for Cutie, and a nice dinner out! I know for a fact I won’t get all of these things, but a girl can dream! 🙂

xo

DAY TRIP TO HEALDSBURG

 

Yesterday we took a little day trip to Healdsburg, I’ve only been once before but it’s become a favorite place of mine. It takes about 2 hours to get there from my house, but the drive is so worth it. I love driving past the cows and vineyards.

Of course one of the reasons why I go to Healdsburg is for SHED. If you’re ever in the area, GO HERE! It is a coffee bar, restaurant, market, and fermentation bar all in one. I’m obsessed with their flowers, fresh fruit + veggies, baked goods, cheeses, and home decor.

Look at these pink beauties! I’m obsessed with them!

I wish I could have taken all the flowers and fruits home with me!

 

We got seating on their charming back patio, and ordered from their brunch menu. We shared the homemade bread, butter & olive oil. YUM. I got the summer melon & cucumber salad. It had feta, watermelon radishes, and Indian pickled lime. My boyfriend got the anson mills stone ground polenta. It had a slow poached egg, wild mushrooms, garlic scrapes, and swiss chard. The food never disappoints!

 

Next, we went to get dessert! I had heard about this amazing place called Noble Folk Ice Cream and Pie Bar. I wanted to see what all the hype was about… and let me just tell you this place is delicious. WOW. I got their homemade strawberry + blueberry pie a la mode. Definitely worth every bite!

It was a fun-filled day. I haven’t been here since last October, so it was long overdue! I’m hoping to make my way here again, if my parents decide to come visit in October. I’d love to show them around this cute little town.

By the way, I am 25 weeks pregnant already! I’m starting to feel my belly get bigger and bigger by the day. It’s starting to get harder to tie my shoes, get comfortable in bed, and I’m out of breath a lot of the time. But I’m starting to feel her kicks more, which is so nice because of my anterior placenta! I swear her kicks were so light, now they are getting stronger. It’s so surreal, I know I keep saying this, but I don’t think it’s truly hit me that I’m going to have a child in a few months. But she’s coming… countdown: 14 weeks 4 days left. 

 

xo

BABY ADELAIDE IS HERE!

My twin sister had her bundle of joy! Her baby girl made her way into the world on August 12, 2018 at 5:08 AM. I was there for the birth, and I am so thankful that my sister & brother-in-law let me be apart of their special day.

Little Adelaide is just so beautiful & precious. I was able to spend the first week of her life with her, but sadly my 3-week stay in Southern California has come to an end. It’s time for me to go home, but I will be seeing her in October!

She is the very first grand-child on our side of the family,  so it’s a huge deal! My sister had such a good labor & delivery that I’m crossing my fingers that I follow in her footsteps, haha! Wouldn’t that be great? I am still in awe of her strength & her composure during the whole labor & delivery process. SHE IS A CHAMPION. Women are truly amazing!

I can’t believe in just under 4 months I’ll be welcoming my own child into the world. It hasn’t fully registered yet. I’m so anxious & nervous! Little Addie is such a sweet precious angel, that I know it’ll be worth all the pain & anxiety. Congratulations to my sister & brother-in-law, they made one gorgeous girl. I can’t wait to watch her grow!

 

BABY NURSERY ITEMS: WISH LIST

Planning a baby’s nursery is something I’ve dreamt about for a long time. What color theme will it be? Where should I put the crib? I hope to have some nice bookshelves in his/her room! These are all things I’ve thought about, but sometimes that’s not reality. We live in an apartment & I made a decision not to get an extra room for her. By the time our lease ends, she will only be 6 months old and she wouldn’t have used the extra room because I plan to have her in our room sleeping in her bassinet for the first 6 months.

So no decorating a baby nursery this moment, but we will when our lease is up & we move into a house! I’m definitely looking forward to that, but I think we made the right decision to save some money and not waste it on a room she wasn’t going to sleep in/use!

I’ll probably do a nursery post when the time comes, but for now I want to show you a few things on my wish list!

THIS ADORABLE NIGHTLIGHT.

 

THESE SHELVES FOR BOOKS.

 

THESE GOLD BOW KNOBS.

 

THIS FLOOR LENGTH MIRROR.

 

TASSELED DREAM CATCHER.

 

AUDREY CONVERTIBLE CRIB.

CRIB SHEETS.

 

I love gold accents, if you couldn’t tell. I want her room to feel light & airy, but also whimsical! It’ll be fun to see if my mind will change about any of these pieces a year from now! Regardless, I look forward to decorating her nursery next year. It’ll give me time to save money and spend it on the expensive pieces, like the crib!

Hope you all have a lovely week! I’m currently in Southern California hanging out with my twin sister, since she is due the 13th of August… just waiting for baby Addie to make her grand appearance 😉

xo